Thursday, February 08, 2007
m e h
sometimes i forget to eat.
ok, when i am alone i ALWAYS forget to eat.
eating is such a social thing for me. when i am with people, we say "hey, let's go grab some coffee, or food or something." when i am at work i say "yes! it is my lunch break! i can get out of here for an hour and eat some food!"
when i work for myself and am at home alone or in my studio working hard all day . . . i forget to eat.
like today. it is almost 2 and all i have eaten was a bowl of some organic version of peanut butter captain crunch at 8 am today . . . i'm hungry.
it's like when jon and i were in europe and we'd be wandering around various art museums and stuff and then we'd look at each other and say "how are you doing? are you hungry?" and i'd say "oh, i feel peckish, but i'm ok for a bit longer" and we'd end up waiting until it was waaaay too late and then we'd be stranded in europe wandering with this lustfull hunger in our eyes trying to find some place with vegetarian food.
but we are so hungry that we can't really concentrate and we are cranky and we get upset with each other and then the meal isn't even fun by the time we find something.
it's mostly just for survival.
that's why i like food when it is social. it's much more fun.
and not so cranky.
so, i am going to go eat something alone in my kitchen now.
peace.
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