Monday, August 21, 2006
2 years . . .
ignore the acne please people . . .
it's been quite a ride. ups. downs. twists. turns. soft landings. scraped knees.
tears. laughter. joy. anger. LOVE. agreement. disagreement. overdraft fees. adventure. homework. music. silence.
awkward pauses. knowing glances.
a squeeze of the hand.
a journey.
a discovering. a searching. leaving things behind. finding new places to connect.
looking at each other and saying, "who are you?"
looking again and saying, "it feels like i've known you forever."
a prayer. an absence of depth.
how can love be the deepest, widest, richest of things in one moment and the most shallow, selfish, reactionary thing in the next?
all i know, lover, is that i would die without you. and sometimes i can't stand you. but it is beautiful -- this contradictory love that we share.
for our short life-time our spirits will mingle in this physical existence. and for that, i am truly blessed.
as cs lewis wrote, "be a sphere touching my sphere." (in reference to spiritual beings connecting in the physical existence).
and i don't want to share this with anyone but you.
thank you for the last two years. they have been beautiful.
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Don't urge me to leave you or to turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God. Where you die I will die, and there I will be buried.
say it don't spray it 11:02 AM
16 i heard that
