Friday, March 10, 2006
welcome to march in oregon
so far today i have seen:rain
snow
hail
sunbreaks
and now it is hailing again. like mad.
this is nuts.
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something i posted on trish's blog (link in sidebar) got me thinking . . .
"it's hard to live double lives. when will the world be a place where we will be allowed to be ourselves without fear of judgment?"
so, as i said, it got me thinking . . . why can't i just be balsy, say "eff it," and just start being myself around EVERYONE? why do i feel i have to modify who i am based on who i am around?
i am one person in front of my mother, another when i am with my husband and friends, another online . . . and so it goes.
i guess that leads me to another question: who am i really?
huhn.
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another thing . . . i guess these things come in threes because (in addition to some tragedies i have recently mentioned in previous posts) some friends of ours recently miscarried their baby. for the second time.
my heart seriously hurts for them.
say it don't spray it 3:36 PM
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